It's amazing what a couple of days of sunshine will do at this time of year. It's back to rain and cold again today, but at least there's something pretty to look at out in the yard.
It's been a while since I've written in this journal. I've been feeling pretty bad and just wasn't finding words. The depression I've been dealing with for about ten years just about buried me and I've been in crisis mode. I don't know how to talk about what's been happening really. But I am getting help from various quarters, and today I'm feeling a little bit more okay, and I guess I'm starting to feel hopeful that things will get better.
And just so this isn't all depressing for me, here is a picture of my little Jedi Soren. This is his favourite thing to do at the moment, dress up in this delightful leather vest (that I believe belonged to my dad back in the 70s) and brandish his light sabre around, pretending to be 'Obi Obi'. He's a treasure, my baby little one.